Married But Not to Each Other

How do I begin to tell you about this love in my life. We met unexpectedly and I never knew I could love this way for anyone or that a love so strong could exist. It`s kind of humorous the way we met. We were both in a chatroom where an unexpected person was asking for passwords. I then typed to everyone in the room to beware that someone was asking. With this Rob responded with he also was being asked for his password.

This is the man who now forever holds the key to my heart. To this day I wish I could personally thank Mr. Password Man who doesn`t even know the love he brought together from his actions. Since that day Rob and I began talking. More and more our feelings were becoming more than what mere acquaintances feel. We we both afraid to admit what was happening between us because of our situations. We`re both married but not to each other. We both knew what our hearts were feeling at the time without having to say a word. We had come to the point where we could no longer hold our feelings in. Now we share the way we feel about each other and we talk everyday for hours on end and each hour seems like minutes. Where does the time go. Time passes so quickly with the one you love.

We always talked about how wonderful it would be if we could go back in time and be together and have the love we will never know again. Reality is we can`t go back in time. We don`t want to hurt the people that are so dear to us. I feel like I`ve known Rob all of my life. He knows the way I feel and think. He knows me better than anyone else and visa versa. We never thought this could happen to us. We`ve fallen in love with each other and we both belong to someone else. We had no intentions of ever feeling this way. It`s very hard to put into words how deep our love is for each other all I know is Rob has touched my heart like no other has or ever will. He`s the first think I think about when I wakeup in the morning and the last thin! ! g I think about when I go to sleep at night. Our feelings grow stronger and stronger everyday. I`m sure you`re wondering if we will ever meet especially when we`re 900 miles away from each other. The answer is yes. We plan to see each other and spend a week together even if just to hold him for a short while. A week may not seem long to you but to me it will be a lifetime of memories that will come from a single week. Memories that will always be in my heart to carry me through this life that I will have to spend without the only love I will never again know. My heart and spirit will be with him no matter how things turn out and I will never regret meeting him or the love I`ve had the priviledge of knowing that few will ever feel or know in a lifetime. I know he`ll read this so let me say this to him, "Baby no matter where you are or how far, I will always love you in my mind, my heart and my soul."