Distant Love

One day i was chatting with everyone as usual. As soon as he came in the room i wanted to speak to him, we chatted for hours. I instantly felt a connection to him for some unknown reason. Maybe because of what he said, how he said it, anything. We continued chatting for days, e-mailing each other. I missed not talking to him throughout the day which made me think i was crazy. Finally i admitted to myself after many months that i loved him.

We had written to each other by mail, sending pictures, telling anything we wanted. I felt so comfortable with him, like he was my best friend. Love was a new feeling to me, i never experienced it before until i met him. It is very hard because we live so far away from each other, like in different countries. Recently we talked on the phone, and i can`t wait to talk to him again. We accept our imperfections, we feel a closeness i cannot even begin to describe. I feel like we were destined to be together, some force driving us together. In a year we will meet in person. I know it is the final step to bring us even closer together. I believe he is my soul mate, even though i can`t see him, i feel him near me.

Even though i can`t hear him, i know he`s listening to my thoughts. Silenced between us are our passions which we both know are there and must control. If i married him, i could not imagine us not conqueing any problem. People might think that as crazy, but sometimes you just know. You know that a distant love can blossom into what you know it should. A love, trust between you, but most importantly a friendship which binds you specially to him. Different from any other friendship, but not over-ruling, just compromising to make life even better.

I know i love him.... and one day he will not be my distant love any longer.